Mariane 'G

Ne jamais s'oublier.

Une Magnifique Rencontre ( L )

Evenings ago as that where all is badly, or one wonders why one awoke the morning. Evenings ago as this evening when the tears run that that one can retain them. Evenings ago when it is hard to look at people opposite and to make pretence that all is well. Certain people leaves us without one asked anything. Each time they are the bad people, those which had still many things to live. Certain people leaves to us leaving behind them them family and their friends. They leave without one being able to retain them and without one could say to them goodbye. The good memories as the bad ones re-appear and the pain is increasingly large... the tears run... Black thoughts assemble us to the head. I think of all these people who are like me, which suffers. These people who are alone. Why? I would like just that it can return a few hours so that I can say all to him that I have on the heart...ANY BECAUSE OF THIS FUCKING DISEASE...Nothing has any more taste, since death removed you...Only the stars separate to us now but I think of you when I look at them. I know that you days before about us of up there. I would like to be able to come to join you there but it is not yet my hour as would say most malicious.There is two days hardly your heart still beat...I would never forget your so expensive glance and your smile in my heart. This evening my heart cries and my mouth tries to smile. My eyes are full with tears when I think of you. I would do anything... I try to say to me that it is better for you, to avoid you suffering farmhouse I do not arrive there, it is too hard...Did I disappoint you or left you fallen? If I would feel guilty or let the judges wrinkle the eyebrows? Because I saw the end before we commençions, Yes I saw that you were plugged and I knew that I had gained. Thus I took what is mine by eternal right-hand side. Taken your heart outside in the night. It can be surplus but celà will not stop there, I am here for you if you only worried. You touched my heart you touched my heart. You changed my life and all my goals.I always needed time for me.I never thought of needing you when I cried. And the days are as years when I am alone. I never smelled myself only like that, front. All points out you to me.

. A pain in my heart .